You think you know someone, and then BAM! ...something occurs that forever alters your perception of that person.
This has been a year filled with perception altering discoveries. Being a believer in first impressions, and trusting one's instincts, I have begun to doubt myself in consequence of namely three instances that changed my definition of reality. Furthermore, any trepidation I have towards the potential to muck up the already muddy waters of these situations prevents me from disclosing the particulars of these events. Let me reassure you, they have rocked the foundation of what I know about my friends, family, and about the dynamics of the human condition.
Goes to show, you never truly can judge a book by its cover - and don't ever assume you fully know a person, because very rarely will they fully divulge their innermost secrets and soul. I wish everyone were as open and honest, and understanding as I aim to be daily. Alas, this is not the case, and I must pick and choose what I say, and who I say it to for fear of rejection and misunderstanding. True, it is not fair, but it is reality, and having the integrity, intelligence and heart to persist and have faith and trust in those around you is what I admire most, and therefore strive to be.
I refuse to be ignorant, or pretend to not be aware. In truth, I observe the subtleties (whether I want to or not), and somehow I know. So I advise you, time will give up your secrets, and although they have the potential to shock and amaze, have faith that I will not let our differences bring us down, and break the love I have for you.
